It’s been a minute since I wrote a poem, but Multiple Sclerosis Week has inspired me to share some thoughts.
The following poem is unedited and was just me getting all of my words down without stopping to second guess myself. Please read with an open mind.
Invisible Illness
“You look fine.”
But no one seems to care
How much strength it takes
Just to comb your hair.
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I’m not fine.
.
“You don’t look sick.”
Even though you have just had
Another round of MRI scans
And are on your way to have more labs.
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I am sick.
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“I know how you feel.”
Except that you don’t.
And you try to justify your side
But you won’t.
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You don’t know how I feel.
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It doesn’t matter how I look.
I don’t care how I appear.
I just want to stop
Living my life in fear.
I want to open both my eyes
When I wake up in the morning
Without worrying
Which symptoms will surface without warning.
The smile on my face
Is just a mask.
Please see me… Hear me….
Is that too much to ask?
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You’ve described living with chronic illness perfectly. Thanks for this. 💗
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Thanks for your comment. Your words truly meant a lot to me!
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You nailed it! No one can truly know unless they have to face the same battles.
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Thanks for commenting! Everyone’s facing their own battles, but no one will ever know precisely how you feel unless they have the exact same experience.
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This is beautiful ❤
Heartfelt too
I love it!
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Thank you so much!
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